Haven't updated in a while. Couldn't find the mood to sit down and type.

I haven't cried so hard in a long while. I realised that for the past few days, I haven't been facing reality. Always hoping it was just a bad dream. It was only yesterday when it all hit me. It's really painful to see mum so sad. To hear her sniffing yet trying to be strong just makes me want to go up to her and give her one big hug. It's a shocking and devastating news that all of us need to accept, no matter how much we hope it isn't true. I'll be strong. For mum, for any one. To bro, you stay strong too. Haven't seen you cry so hard before. We'll be strong. So many words to say, but I shall leave as it is.

2nd Aunt, you'll be missed dearly. And will always be remembered in our hearts.

Rest in Peace.

Operation No Tears officially failed miserably.