Back from my first SHE experience. After so many years of kinda liking them, missing them during a school performance due to O level chem practical, I finally had my first taste of SHE.

The truth? I'm disappointed. I don't know is it because my expectation is too high or what. But I'm like really disappointed.

Reached Expo at 1215pm much earlier than planned. And the worse thing? It's raining and there is no shelter. So, we can't sit down, have to brave the rain which doesn't seem to stop and is just weird. Sometimes it's just a drizzle, the next moment, heavy rain. What is this??? Could only carry my lunch and wait for the rain to stop, cause I had no free hand to eat on the spot. What could be worse when I had to queue alone for 3 hours in the rain and hungry? Was slightly pissed lah. Seriously, when queuing for such things, really need friends. Cause when Jas and Bing came, then did time seem to pass faster.

The concert itself was a disappointment. Why? Cause I think it's really short!! Like not worth me queuing so long over it, and it wasn't a very enjoyable queue also. Haiz, maybe because it's a free concert. Shouldn't have expected too much hor? But I feel like it's so rushed. The songs were back to back, SHE didn't talk much, and I couldn't hear sincerity from them. I don't know. I had to admit I was happily singing to their songs, and they didn't sing Zai Bie Kang Qiao. Don't know why also. Oh, and we didn't get good seats. SHE were so freaking small and everyone was on the chair and totally blocked my view lah. Why am I not 1.9m in this situation??

Well, I haven't lost hope. If they come for another concert, shou piao one, I will still go. And I will make sure I buy the most expensive ones and sit right in front. At least I don't have to queue. Just pay and enjoy. Bleahz!

Yesterday was a great day! Wootz! First, an amazing lunch wirh my grandma, aunts and cousins and cousin bf. Went for Korean BBQ at Haw Par Villa. My fave!! I really loved the grilled meat and you wrap the burning hot meat in veg anf with their special chilli! I'm drooling at the thought of it again! Ever since my trip to Korea, that has always been my fave korean food. Ate a lot. As usual and did I mention that the side dishes are free flow? So it's like tonnes of side dishes plus main dishes. The best part? I paid 0 cents! Haha. As usual, my aunts treated us to great lunch! Actually it's kinda like celebrating Audrey Jie's recovery from the operation. It's like after so long, she finally can eat normally!

Of course food itself will not satisfy me that much lah! I did something that I have not done in a LONG while. Haha. That is to queue. e4 should know what I mean. Though I didn't queue as long as I used to, but I queued for quite a while. Started queuing at 2pm. The thing starts at 6pm lah. To some, it's very early. To some it's ok. To some it's late. Well, considering I used to queue in the wee hours of the morning (Yes, I do mean like 4, 5 am), queuing for 4 hours should be quite a mild move from me. For those who are wondering, what am I queuing for, let me let you in on the secret. I was queuing for the SHE Play Qing Gong Fun Party tickets. Haha. Apparently, luckily the lunch ended early for me cause if we queued at 3pm instead, we might not have gotten the tickets and we would have wasted our time queuing. I don't know to say is it good luck that it is free seating. Good, in a sense that I was so at the back of the queue, if it was seated, I would probably have gotten horrible seats and I don't like horrible concert seats!! But bad in a sense that it would mean more queuing on the actual day! Gosh. The thing starts at 8pm, entry starts at 6.30pm. From my experience, fans will start queuing from morning or even the previous night! Half of me wants to go early to get good seats, but my companions are not that fanatic and would probably think I'm crazy. Haha. And 3 person queuing is such an odd number. Cannot play daidee. Haha! And it would also mean that we would have to settle dinner while queuing. Haiz. I don't know. But whatever, for now just let me soak in the happiness that I got the tickets and will see them in action on Sat!

Thats not all, after getting the tickets, we had dinner at J8, some Shilin, some tako pachi and some food from the mini food fest. And guess what? Jas made me walk from J8 to serangoon gardens. I almost died lah! My bag was heavy, it was raining and my foot hurts! And we did that just to kill time. Haha. Cause we were going to have a small ktv session at 10pm, but we finished our thing by like 7+ 8pm. So had 2 long hours. She didn't want to shop, so she decided to walk to Serangoon Gardens. What a great idea. Haiz. Finally KTV-ing after such a long time. And it's nice to hear Ngian again. Haven't heard her sing KTV for a long time. Really missed it.

That's all for Sunday. A fulfilling day and I gained a lot! Though the queuing was not as fun as last time. Haha. Queuing with e4 is a totally different experience. At least the long hours didn't seem that long. And for this one, I went unprepared. No umbrella, no nothing. So I was standing in the scorching sun until Jas reached. And the 2 of us, apart from talking, ended up listening to our own mp3. Miss those daidee days. Haha. Anyway, hopefully after Sat, I will have the time and energy and inspiration to blog about the SHE experience. :) So looking foward to Saturday!

Yesterday was the long awaited TJChoir chalet. Well, at least I looked forward to it, cause I'm really bored at home. Haha.

Almost didn't go cause mum was afraid of the dengue thingy going on in Pasir Ris. But I'm such a naughty girl, I still went even though I know that mum would rather I not go.

But anyway, in the afternoon, went back to hall for banner painting, but kenna cheated. Cause when I reached, they were done! Gosh, only left the hanging of banners which would be a task for the guys there, so I just went back to hall for nothing lah! Think hall in Boon Lay ,west west west. Think chalet in Pasir Ris, east east east! Aiyo! But still at least they entertained me with the slippers incident. Super funny.

Chalet was ok, Aloha is great cause parking is free. Haha. I was super crazy, super no xing xiang, as usual but I wasn't all that high as I showed. Like what I told Shux. I was laughing, but I wasn't laughing laughing, I was laughing cause the other people were laughing.

BBQ was ok, liked the new way of eating Otah, though it's super fattening. Otah with mayo! Nice! But started feeling weird when they started playing english songs and when Jas came. Maybe I crave for attention, so when I feel that the attention is on someone else, I start to hide in my shell again. Haiz, hate that aspect of me. Was kinda disappointed lah, cause I felt that I was a substitute. I was a substitute for Jas. When Jas is not ard, I'm wanted. But when Jas is around, I'm not required. This is not the first time that I feel this way. Jealousy? Attention craving? Maybe. Maybe not.

Not in a great mood cause Asih really didn't know when to stop. Really don't like it when people just criticise my idols. I never criticise hers, so why go on and on about mine? Once in a while, I can accept, but when they don't know when to stop, it gets on my nerves.

Went blog visiting today. Read ml's blog. Ok, maybe not read, I should just say, I saw her pics she put on her blog. I watched the whole round. And I realised that I never took a pic with her. She had pictures of our other classmates but no me. Well, I'm kinda ok about it, cause I think prob she thinks we're not close. We prob aren't considered close, but when I think back to JC1, when ml, bx and I were close. Things do change over time huh?

This photo incident doesn't really affect my mood now, but it made me think back. Think through a lot of stuff. If everyone had to make a choice, to pick one friend that impacted his/her life the most. Would I be on anyone's list? I doubt so. Sometimes I really don't like playing second fiddle to others. But I am, and will always be.

Do I not try hard enough? I never bother to ask people how are they doing? Is that why I always never know what's going on in my friends' lives? Seeing friends getting attached is a happy thing. But sometimes when I'm alone, I wish I didn't have to be around those attached. I'm not attractive. I don't have a wonderful personality. I don't know how to talk to people. I'm temperamental. I'm everything a guy doesn't want. Well, I'm not desperate, just despair.

My mood is down in the drain today. Dang! :(

As the title suggests, I'll be doing a week's review in this entry cause I have been to lazy to blog the past few days. Haha!

Monday, 2nd July

Today was subject registration day! Though our slot was 1.30pm, I just can't help but wake at 9am! Arh! Considering that I always wake up at 1+pm, it's just so early! Really want to scold NTU. Almost gave me a stupid heart attack. Open so little slots for what?? I clicked on time or even slightly early, but they only got one out of five cores for me lah! Angry. Almost got a shock of my life you know! Luckily, I kept my composure, and just insisted on the indexes that I wanted. Thank goodness they opened more slots, or else I think I will have to only take 1 core. Haha. Then I will just die. Luckily, I didn't ask someone else to do it for me, cause I was supposed to go out. If someone else did it for me, I think sure heart attack. Haha. Talking about going out. I was supposed to go out and visit my ex chinese tuition teacher! Taught me chinese in primary school. Went to her house in Pasir Ris. Brought back so much memories. I remember going to her house every week and having tuition there. Haha. Her house hasn't changed much, just some additional stuff, but everything else was still in the same position. But my bro and I feel that she has like aged quite a bit. Felt really good visiting her. Then we went to White Sands, played a bit of arcade with my bro and my younger cousin. Played my favourite! Shooting hoops! Wootz! Tried the new bishy bashy game too. Need to train a bit of arm power. Cause the bball game, in the beginning of the first game my hands started getting tired. Haha. But still managed a 120 points. Can be better! GRR!

Tuesday, 3rd July

Went out with Alicia before she goes to Darwin the next day. Was supposed to meet for lunch, so we arranged to meet at Vivo for lunch, with the thought that we can do some shopping too after lunch. Met her at 11.30am, and we felt that we weren't that hungry yet, so we did some walking around. Had lunch at Sushi Tei and walked a bit. Then guess what? We saw the monorail to Sentosa, and after a while we decided to go Sentosa! Haha. But while we were looking for where to sit the new monorail from, we walked past a pet shop. The doggies there are so cute lah! And the rabbits are humongous. Anyway, we paid 3bucks for a ticket on the monorail to Sentosa, got off at the Beach Station, took the tram to Tanjong Beach and Palawan Beach. We didn't get off, just sat one whole round. Got off and took another tram to Siloso Beach. Also didn't get off. Took the monorail back. Didn't really want to stop at Imbiah Station to see the Merlion and stuff cause we were too lazy. Haha. So off we head back to Vivo. Deciding that Vivo was too big and the shops too high end, we made our way to Marina. On the way there, we made a stop at Gelare cause it's Tuesday! Had my first ever Gelare waffles! Okok, I'm a sua gu. Haha. But I'm happy! Went to Fox, saw this sleeveless shirt that I kinda liked, but couldn't get myself to buy it. 19bucks. I'm stingy. Haha.

Wednesday, 4th July

Nothing interesting.

Thursday, 5th July

My bro's birthday! Happy birthday! Went to Botak Jones in Ang Mo Kio for dinner. Thats about it.

Friday, 6th July

Dad took leave, went out to eat lunch, then at night headed down to my granny's house. Surprised that we didn't start playing mahjong. Haha.

Saturday, 7th July

Same as every week, mahjong at granny's house.

Sunday, 8th July

Mopping around at home. Bored!