Sometimes I feel that I'm a PMS-ing old hag. But sometimes I think it is true that I've been getting negative vibes from them. And sadly, I'm the kind who respond negatively to negative vibes and in this case, 2 minuses doesn't equals to a plus. But hey, it always takes 2 hands to clap right?

Really, I rather they come out straight to tell me. Hey, I don't like you. So you are not our good friend anymore. At least, the pain is short and I won't have any expectations. Don't treat me nicely one time and then snap and get irritated with me the next moment. Just let me know if you don't want me to join in your group activities. I'll appreciate the frankness.

Who cares if one day they read this. Maybe they themselves should reflect too. But I doubt they will find fault in themselves. Like as if they have ever. It's always other people's fault. =P