I suddenly don't feel like a part of the Prometheus family this year. Why?

1) Being a secretary fits me no where. The Producers and Co-Pros are the heads. They will be acknowledged. The Directors orchestrate the whole show. They will be acknowledged too. Finance is important. So the Fin Sec and all the biz side ppl will be acknowledged. The cast and crew are the soul to the whole production. They will def be acknowledged. Oh, and we won't have nice booklets and t-shirts and banners and posters without the publicity and publications people. So they will be acknowledged too. So where does that fit the secretary who only typed like erm, 2 Minutes? Ok, plus send a few sms-es to each person. Where do I fit?

2) In every other year, the secretary would most likely head backstage to help. I missed the whole play! I wasn't involved in anything!

3) No pictures to remember that I was once a part of Prometheus 2008. Sometimes I can't even convince myself.

4) Not only did I miss the play, no one seems to be willing to update me on what happened during Prometheus. Just a few lines of, it went well. Sold 90% of tickets. That's about all I know. Don't I have the rights to know more? As part of the team?

Maybe this is just an emo time for me. Maybe I'll get over it soon. Maybe this feeling will stick with me for a long time. I don't know. It doesn't help that it gets lonely over here in Norway. :(