I'm overwhelmed. Really. And I'm tired. Project datelines week after week. Presentation week after week. Compulsory work at the busiest time of my sem. And now this Showcase that is looming. Please! Cut me some slack!

Next week will be a killer week. And the work starts right now. Preparations for 2 presentation next week. Preparation for showcase. Research, powerpoint slides, speech, arrangement of songs, getting a guitar, arranging for food, having practices, making of videos, practicing my own song and work! That's what I need to do this week. Next week would be presentation on Tuesday and most probably Wednesday and showcase on Thursday. Seriously, kill me.

Projects, what can I say, just blame it on this sem. It's really a killer sem.

Showcase. I'm not the head. I never saw myself as the head. But I'm supposed to be? I don't know. Just because the head went for an exchange, so everything now falls onto me? I didn't ask for all this shit to be thrown to me! If I was the head, I would say, ok, it's my responsibility. But I'm not! So when life starts to get shitty, my mood will get shitty too. It doesn't help that Mr Blockhead is not helping by being nonchalant about his duet, refusing to make any effort to prac his duet. Find singers, liaise with all the admin stuff, get music, arrange for prac, find instrumentalists, find guest singers, do up the videos all under me. Hello! I'm not superwoman! I'm appreciative that some people are trying to help me, but seriously, I'm dying and I feel like giving up. Why can't I just be like some people, just sit back and relax and wait for the performance date? I'm not the head anyway.

BAHH!!! I need to plan my time.

Wednesday night (now):
Prepare for PEP meeting tomorrow.
Prepare for SMP meeting tomorrow.
Settle the guitar with Edwin.
Confirm the flow of songs for showcase.

Thursday:
Lessons.
SMP meeting.
PEP meeting
Tennis.
More PEP and SMP and TCP.

Friday:
More PEP, SMP and TCP.
Attempt video.

Saturday:
Work. 10-5
Attempt video.
PEP, TCP, SMP

Sunday:
Finalise TCP. Send out.
SMP, PEP.
Sing and Strum prac.

and the list goes on, but I refuse to do it. TCP, PEP, SMP, can all kill me. Showcase is just the icing to the cake. :/