Yesterday, my long awaited KTV session! Haven't been to KTV for a very long time. So I was actually looking forward to it. Not only that, I'll be able to meet friends I haven't seen in a long while like ah liu, asih, the guys etc. But sadly, I kinda regretted going. Well, I shouldn't lah, cause they were going to celebrate my gd gd fren, Ngian, birthday. Let me tell you why.

When we first reached there, I could already feel this very strong vibe of being left out. The girls present were only ah liu, asih and lim hui. I felt that they huddled together, and didn't seem very excited to see me (as in I thought they'll be more chummy with me cause I haven't seen them for a long while and I guess they probably see each other quite often). Leaving that there, I couldn't click into their conversation or anything. Things I say were either left unanswered or a one liner reply. So I sing lor. I mean, I'm a super KTV lover. I would love to sing till my jaws becomes sore, but when I sang, I felt weird!! Gosh! Never felt like that during my other KTV sessions! I totally did not enjoy! Even the F.I.R songs that would usually make me, ngian and jas go crazy was like super low and like no one enjoyed it at all.

Finally ngian arrived! It was supposed to be a surprise lah, so her being late was understandable. Quite funny cause we had to dian the Happy Birthday song when she came. Things started to get better when ngian came. Cause she can sing with me and get high with me. But I also knew that though I would love to sing Shan Hu Hai with her (cause I know Jay's part), I should let her bf sing with her, which I did. Let them tian mi tian mi. Haha. But I can tell the other people, the other girls and Kenneth and Timo were getting restless, cause they started talking super loudly and didn't want to sing. Frankly speaking, I was kinda irritated by that. I mean, come on, respect the person singing lah! Of course I don't expect total silence but you guys were talking throughout lah! At some points, they were even louder than the music. Gosh!

Dinner was not much better. Asih left, so it's just ah liu, lim hui, kenneth, timo, ngian, ngian's bf and me. And as usual and as expected, I'm the freaking odd one out again! I remember trying to talk when they were talking about meeting for lunch or about school, and all I got as a reply was, a blank look and " Chey, you NTU one." Hey! Is it my fault that I'm in NTU? Or just that you don't want to have a friend from NTU? I didn't want to eat during during dinner, cause I believe I couldn't finish one by myself or at least if I ate one to myself, I won't be able to try the other food (by the way, we went to The Village, the old Marche). So I decided not to eat anything, even though I totally ate nothing for the whole day (unless you count that one piece of cake and few pieces of titbits). I feel bad cause ngian said she wanted to treat, so I might as well not order. I'll feel bad. But I guess ngian could feel that I was left out or at least she knew I was not right, so she offered to share with me something else after sharing with her bf something. Thanks ngain! Appreciate it!

Was glad when the day came to an end. No offense to anyone, but I was really relieved. I know that ngian enjoyed herself, which is good! I'm happy for her. The happiest thing of the day was probably when I bought my Kim Jeong Hoon CD and the Goong behind the scenes DVD. All I can say, it's the company that matters. Haiz, I'm very disappointed.

Then had to rush back to hall for the FOC main com meeting. Hopefully FOC 07 will be a fun camp, cause I think that this year's committe is made up of great people (no, no, I'm not referring to myself). Now, I'm waiting to see the Prometheus main com people. Lights, Camera, Action!