张惠妹 真实

你说的话 在我心中生了根
爱得很深 所以心会疼
记忆 在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉 另外一个人
我等 等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真
太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

The emo-ness strikes back.

Same problems.

Friends.

Lack of self confidence.

Loneliness.

Resentment.

Jealousy.

The feeling of not being loved.

I've been fervently watching Ninja Warrior on TV every week and I have to admit, this boy here has really caught my attention. Hehe. What's new right?





Cool right? And he is my age! Heh. For the first video, I wanted to put the English version, but too bad, the video won't fit. Blah!

I'll be lying if I said I was fine and life goes on.

I truly am heartbroken. Brought up to the heavens, only to be brought back to hell.

I thought I had enough time to forget. I was quite sure.

With work as a distraction, I thought things would go as planned. But it didn't.

Not that it is a bad thing, maybe it is stronger than I think it is.

One thing that cannot be denied.

You put a smile on my face. :)

As my birthday approaches and I'm turning a year older, I thought about what I want in my life. My ideal life. My wishes in life.

Family Life:
I don't wish to face any more deaths in the near future. May my family be healthy and stay happy. The simplest wishes, but the most heartfelt and sincere wish.

Social Life:
Seriously, I'm never a social person, so I don't dream about making new friends. I will make new friends as time pass, but all I wish for now is to hold the people close to me. Keep they close to my heart and remain close to them for a long time to come.

School Life:
Simple. Graduate with decent grades.

Working Life:
Get a decent paying job that I don't hate. That's it.

Love Life:
I really wish for a boyfriend, go steady for a few years and hopefully can get married by 30. I think my ultimate goal in life at this stage is to be able to settle down and start a family. Really. But there is no guy. Sigh.

I think my wishes are simple. Haha. Not asking for much, but I guess a lot of it requires fate and luck. If people could really give me what I want for my birthday, it would really be any of those above. It is these non-material things that are important to me.

看开了！ :)
人生不再灰暗
心情不再沉重